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We're not on the same page
We're not even in the same book
Charred and crinkled, your pages
Probably don't look much
Different from mine, but Mama
How can I tell? When you keep
Hiding the words from me?
What language am I speaking
That you don't hear me?

It's not that I'm trying to
Shut you out or
Ignore all your advice
(I know you have so much to give)
But I can't ignore this barrier
Between what used to be
An innocent child and her
Mother... how I miss my mother
Do you miss me at all?

I'm looking for your books
Littering the shelves after
Memories of time, age, and space
My tears black as ink, I recall
All we said and

When Will Heaven Be? *flashback*
"Lissie! Let's go to the park!", my 4 year old self said. "Ok, Annie-Banannie!", my big sister said. My mom had to work that day, so I wanted something good to come on that day.We both debated on who would ask our father to go the park. I said my sister should since being 3 years older and 7, she should do it. She was a lot older anyway, so It would be fair. She got such great things, more pictures of her and all the thing like that. I hadn't had so many pictures yet since I was so young, but I still envied my sister for being older. It was decided that I would ask our dad, but that was because I had more bravery. Our dad

YOU KNOW WHO YOU AREFor years, you've grown up before my eyes
More beautiful every day, so close in family ties.

Smart, and knowing right from wrong
Sometimes your life reminds me of a song.

Things are tough right now, I know
I've been there, I try not to let it show.

For everything you've been through
You are stronger than I could do.

Facing your pain and your fears
You've fought back through the tears.

Ambitious as ever, curious for days
You know what you want, for you, no phases.

Different from the others, yes
But that's part of everyone else to test.

Don't listen to the lies and the hurtful things
Stand tall through Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring.

L

Long OverdueFace softened by nighttime glow
Drew gasps through parted lips
Head crowned with hair in a flow
Tickled hesitant finger tips
Gentle laughter arose my own
Matching smiles said no longer alone

Eyes glistened with newborn charm
Never ever to be clouded with harm
Grasping fingers adorned tiny hands
Swallowed up in my palm
The bright future and the plans
All come to an odd calm

Cheeks filled with marshmallows
As bright as the sun's yellows
Little feet as fragile as glass
And as precious as gold
To skip through grass
And make memories to hold

A dream come true
A sister... long overdue

- Abirami Vina

HueNot too many times I need words, curses, or brutal honesty
But lately I've been thinking that's possibly the best policy
So father, when you hear that I'm busy and don't give a fuck
Chalk it up as horrible timing, bad luck, or my own self-disgust

See I'd typically discuss anything but now the trust is rusted
Broken down and tired around the neck of the only thing held up
Grimy reflection in the water had me thinking of letting it go
I associate that with you because you're the only bridge I burned slow

Thought little calls, visits, and speeches would lead to preaches
Between either you and my momma, just salty leaches
You can't re

MeI am
A singer
A cook
A poet
A comedian
A builder
An artist
A musician
A marksman
An Archer
A weapons collector
A lover
A fighter
A protector
A devil
An Angel
A goth
A princess
A nerd
A star
A beauty
A Friend
A designer
A sister
An Animator
And best of all I'm me so eat that haters XD

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horribly fail
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I love how your lips
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by ~pagan-skater, Apr 14, 2010, 9:24:29 AM
Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Urban & Spoken Word

As I watch the little girls
I begin thinking of my own children to come
Who will they resemble, their mother or me?
How will they act, rebellious or obedient?
As these and other questions enter my mind
I look at the sky and trees overhead
I imagine possibilities for the future
Boy, girl, twins, triplets
And as I finish my thoughts, I tell myself
"I can only wait."

Babysittingby ~pagan-skater

Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Urban & Spoken Word

just a little poem i wrote at dad's and a lil pic i made to go w/ it

~nourasiadragon Apr 21, 2010

Aw, that's really nice. ^^

~pagan-skater Apr 21, 2010

sure...

~StarRacerEva Apr 14, 2010 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

cute

~pagan-skater Apr 14, 2010

lol

~StarRacerEva Apr 14, 2010 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

what

~pagan-skater Apr 14, 2010

nutin

~StarRacerEva Apr 14, 2010 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

okay

~pagan-skater Apr 14, 2010

-tickles u-

~StarRacerEva Apr 14, 2010 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

ahh -laughs-

~pagan-skater Apr 14, 2010

lol

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